would a guy i like be creeped out i've written about him?

I met this guy at the start of the year, and I was hooked on him. We still see eachother briefly, and all I want is for us to hang out. He's so shy, and understanding his emotions are so hard. What I mean is it's like he has one face for everything; happy, sad, angry, etc. You really can't tell whether he loves or hates you. Anyway, I don't think he's fully aware of how strong my feelings are for him. I began writing a book about him; a journal almost, at the beginnning of the year. I'm now up to my third book on him; all about my feelings, the times I see him, our experiences, my dreams of him, etc. I'm just wondering, is it really creepy what I'm doing? It's kind of like releasing my feelings rather than bottling them up. Would the guy I like be really creeped out at the fact that I've written so much about him? And not that I ever would, (I'd probly die before it happened) but do you think he'd ever want to read it? Thanks