help help im going to wonderland tomorrow and i,m scared?

hi i,m going to wonderland tomorrow with my BFF and she wants to go on the behemoth but i,m scared i,ve never been in it the only roller coaster i,ve been on it one but its like a little baby one if you seen Sponebob the one where there on this baby ride at glove world with that baby and the scaring that,s how I was but I was I think 6 years old I just want to know how bad is the behemoth please help I cant chicken out I would die help p.s the last time i was there i was 2 i,m a 11 now