Why am i so miserable?

This person I know, is so friggin ignorant and hipocrite but everyone thinks he's right and I'm wrong. He does stuff on his own interest, pretending to care when he actually doesn't, but still everyone doesn't care and me who cares is the wrong person in the show. Why the heck is it??? He know he's wrong but still does it just for his own pleasure and that sucks because we smoked our first pot together, we sipped our first sip together, we even lost our virginities to two sisters. But no no no, he doesn't mind et al. And I am the bad guy. Why on Earth does he has to do this? Sigh...