Am I the only one here who is hated by his mom?

My mom feels like I'm a burden on her. She fulfills my requirements and provides me food out of fear not out of LOVE. She is scared what people will think about her if she does not nourish me and leave me. She swears at me daily. I'm short tempered and I get angry when she does this to me. Other members in the family too dislike me. I do not have many friends, not even a best friend.