The guy I like thinks I'm weirdo?

I've liked him for a year and I know for sure he thinks I'm weird. I randomly messaged him like 6 months ago out of nowhere I've never talked to him before in person and I started talking about a monkey president..don't ask.. I honestly don't even know what I was thinking.. Poor guy was really confused. And now I like him SO MUCH we still have never talked in person and we haven't talked after that one convo either I NEED to somehow get him to talk to me I like him soooooo much it's crazy! But I'm definitely not messaging him again, I'm SUCH an idiot like wtf was I even thinking. Btw were 14